Last night I dreamt of you…

And I’m starting to think I’m not willing to let you go just yet

Bae
Nov 14, 2018

Last night I dreamt of you, out of nowhere you came unrequested to invade my thoughts. I didn’t asked for it, I didn’t think I wanted to, but once again you became everything that feels good. Last night I saw you, it’s been a while since the last time that I did. And got to be with you once more, hoping it wouldn’t be the last time. I got to hold you, to kiss you, to be with you on the same bed. And god I have missed it, I had forgotten how alive I felt when I was with you. Once more you’ve shown me what you are capable of making me feel. I am so grateful for everything I got to be when I was with you. I was so careless, so risk taking, so impulsive, so passionate, so free. I still try to be, but it just doesn’t feel the same without you. Sometimes I forget why I was so obsessed with you, but last night it was clear. You fill me up, you complete me. I wish you could see that, I wish that you cared. People say that when you dream of someone is because they’re thinking of you; and I have this tiny little bit of hope that you were. I dont know how long will it be till I get you out of my head, but last night I dreamt of you and I am starting to think I’m not willing to let you go just yet.

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Bae
Bae

Written by Bae

my mind is a mess and here is where I try to make sense out of it.